umore:jealousy.
Firstly, im gonna wish my few friends, Happy Attachy! Cos there are attached to Attachment. And as for Nana, Shahidah, Yan and David, please get ready to touched the wires. HAA. And crack your brains.
And before i forget, wanna wish my good-old-bud from Heaven, Siti Rohaidah bte Mohammad, Happy 20th Birthday!! May God bless you.
That one and only Saturday, i've got a early wake up call from 550. Godammit, i was rude to her cos she destroy my beauty sleep. I felt so wronged. She actually remind me of wishing my Boss's birthday, which i truly forgets. Luckily, shes ok and didnt take it so hard. Yeah, i quickly text my Boss. Hes 35 and super single and never ever try to mingle. TSK. We plan to make a small birthday party for him and my brother. I've already promise my mum to meet at SS Bedok at 10am. Unfortunately....hmm...you should know what right!! I was forever stuck onto the bed and wakes up at 230pm!!! Pity my mum of having such a daughter. HAH. Only holiday season, im like that ok. Anyways, NJ and i went to bakery shop and bought the cake. NJ chose it, and i think its ok-ok la.
As we were walking back to 520 from that bakery shop, NJ asked me something which really saddened me. Let me just tell you guys, since the birth of her newborn baby bro, Ayeep, NJ been treating unfairly. Every kids indeed are naughty, so NJ. NJ's mum couldnt control her anger and kept on beating her. Its hurt to see her like that, but sometimes she deserve it too. I dont know if its called, abusive? As Ayeep grew older, i sense that NJ's mum been acting unfair fo NJ. She like to side Ayeep more than NJ. Im not siding NJ due to our close relationship or watsover, but its the truth. Although NJ didnt do anything, her mum willl put the blame on her instead of Ayeep. My mum already talk to NJ's mum but she just couldnt bother. Ok sorry ya, back to the story. As were walking she approached a question which makes me rolling out tears.
(Translate to English.) She say, "My mum always beat me. Pain. Very pain. What i do always wrong. To stop her from beating me, i die more good." That Primary1 kid, know what shes talking about. And kids dont lie ok. I just couldnt control it and make a nasty decision to confront her mum. Think twice, NJ will get a thrash by her mum of complanning things to me. So, i decided to seal it. I've been acting rude to NJ's mum which i shouldnt. But i just cant stop it. By looking at her, i can felt NJ's pain. And by looking at Ayeep, though hes super cute la, seirously, i began to hate him. Or maybe im over-reating? NJ is my sister, and i think i've to protect her. By hearing all her words, i sense she know that her mum dislike her. Not actually dislike la, but favouritism. I dont want anything to happen to NJ. Im gonna dragged NJ back to my Lorong Ah Soo for sure.
