Blocking or deleting will not solve the matter.(source: http://www.gomessenger.net.) Usefool indeed. Hee. Cmon man, it seems that you've lack of courage to face it. If you have it, you will go on verbally. Alaa, susahlah kalau tk gentlemen. Weak ah. Tsk. Tsk.


To me whats past its past. Its useless to talk all over about it. This is just a lesson for me to learnt and to me its part and parcels of life. I never ever regret this in my life, cos to me it was the one and only moment which i think i had taste the great moment with. But too bad, it end just like that. So, life has to go on no matter what. And dont stop or giving up dating other guys. HAA. Perhaps this time must be abit choosy la eh. Say NO to cowardice.

My concern for now gonna be my grandma's health now. We know we've to prepare for the worst. Shes everything to me. I shared my joy and sorrow together. She felt too the happiness and painess in me. Sadly, morning i met her up and told her my life right now. She sitting quietly and listen to me. Things later went topsy turvy. Hoping thats not my last convo with her. Shes lying on the bed and ask me to bring him along. And i dont know what issit for. To meet him and have the final look?? Sorry to say, i cant. I dont think he want to meet her too. Cos i dont think he has the heart to care of people feelings. I will always always always pray for my grandma's health no matter what. Only God knows how i felt now. I think this is just not my luck. Im feeling very unlucky.

Thanks to Nana, Shida, Yazid, Yusra, Beckham, Hairi, Faidah, Rohaidah, Farhan, Shaik, Fidu and not forgetting Ayul and and and to my families for giving me a great support when i was down. As in everything.