Firstly, i regard this post as something that quite emotional to me. Heh. Breakups brings out the worst in people. Its normal la eh to a normal humans like me.Sometimes, i prefer being angry to sad. But it turns out the other way. Its easy for humans to say, "just forget it.", "whats past is past." But if they encountered it, they will know how i felt. I can totally forget all about it, but frankly speaking its a hard one. Maybe i need some times. Once i told Ash about it. He called me a Loser. The word loser refers to - "One that fails consistently, especially a person with bad luck". I knew Ash didnt meant it, but somewhere somehow it really hurts me. I thought his celupar mouth changed, guess its the same old Ash. Tsk. Tsk. Heh. Arrgh, am i ranting something that i shouldnt.

Firstly, hes gone. Then then, shes gone.

Well oh well, nvm la. As long i have Habil & Ayeep with me, im soopa happy. Heh.

Habil is making a messed at our crib. With all those guitars. The strings. The scores/notes. Feeling' AnugerahBand la tu. I think hes following First and Third footsteps. Heh. And my father's favourite genre. Father must be proud to have a sicko son like him. With his 24hrs electronic guitar by his side. Seow boy. And not forgetting Eduy songs - Down to the Devil. My soopa favourite songs of this period. Heh. Those brotherhood of his eventually invited sis & me for their jamming session but due to tight schedule we couldnt make it. Perhaps, one fine day we'll watch the guys and tag RocketQueen along. Soon, i will try post their shots while practising ok.

Anak mak la eh, nak bodek-bodek mak dapat guitar baru la tu. Tsk. Benci aku!!